Drowning in Disenchantment and Disheartenment

Dear Fellow Readers,

Will this be the end of my blog days? For the last couple of months, disenchantment and disheartenment darken my doorstep, drowning me in uncertainty and anger and a loss of direction. Change is good, preach the changeless, the constant, the ignorant. For the term good is only defined by the person affected by the "good changes." Why is life so hard? Why is life a burden to those trying to lead a good life; a life skirting the ideals and moral aptitudes designed by greedy politicians, immoral monopolies, money driven degenerates? Life is bogging me down, and all is affected by the struggle I endure...plus certain companies whose unchecked power dictates proper behavior, thus hindering my extra income, unmotivates me to continue on. For who am I fighting against? And why? For all I see is insufferable loss, and very little gain...except a tiny outlet to express my emotions...which may or may not be what I am truly feeling. This is a guessing game in the game of life. We put on our game face, and every once in a while a crack may appear, but mended quickly. Mended well? Who knows, but all I do know is what is going on in my life, and how I am struggling to mend the cracks in my facade. Cracks probably created by me, or by outside forces of nature, but are almost impossible to mend without the proper tools. And what are the proper tools? Who knows, and if anyone does, please let me know. For drowning in disenchantment and disheartenment is a terrible way to go...